Pagsisisi ng Muntinkang 2011 UST Graduate

listening to: opera of keyboard keys
mood: uplifted

Pagsisisi ng Muntinkang 2011 UST Graduate

Paumanhin
Dahil bumitaw ako
Nawalan ng pag-asa
Sa pangako Mong pagtulong.

Alam Mo naman, hindi ba
Ang aking pinagdaanan
Oo nga't, Iyong sinabi:
"'Di bibigyan ng pagsubok
Na 'di makakayanan"
Ngunit sa landas ng buhay
Na aking tinahak
Pakiramdam ay kaisa-isa akong
Nakiki-baka.

Idagdag pa doon
Ang pagtalikod ng mga tao
Mga kaibigan daw na totoo
Na kasabay na nawala ng
Lumagapak ng mundo ko
Mga problema'y nagkapatong-patong
--'di kinaya ang bigat!
At ang aking pamilya na handang
Sumagip, tumulong, umalalay
'Di nakayang pahirapan
Ng kakarimpot kong kahihiyan.

Sinarili ang problema
Kinimkim sa loob
Hangga't isang araw
Bigla na lamang sumabog.

Kaya sa Iyong panig, ako'y kumalas
Kaluluwa'y ibinenta kay Hudas.
Tinapos ang buhay,
Sa pag-talon sa tulay.

(Nais niyong malaman ang dahilan?
Binagsak kese ako ni prof.
Kaya't imbis na pag-aaral ang matapos,
Buhay muna ang inuna
Sa taong dalawang libo't labing isa.)

Lol. A poem I wrote during Filipino class today. It's slightly modified, since the original is in my book (which I left in my locker). I didn't think it was any good until somebody acknowledged it. So...

OMGMYFILIPINO is teh alive~!

^____^

As for the title of the poem, only UST students are probably going to get the inside joke. Since I'm rushing at the moment, I'll explain in my next blog post.

Third week in UST post still pending. I've already got 5 plates to finish this week. ;___;

On a sad note, I got a 3 in my latest Anatomy plate. I keep on joking that I'm going to assasinate our ATY prof, but I know I'm really the one at fault. I didn't give the drawings my best, and it was rushed. I guess... I deserved it. I thought getting a 3 was beyond/below me. Subconsciously I know it wasn't. I needed a wake-up call for being partially sleepy.

Babawi ako sa next plate!

God bless and take care to everyone. ^_^